today,
a friend of mine said,
"im amazed wif u"
u r so strong to face it!!
..yup..
thats what u see,
not what i feel
for this past few weeks!
..yup..
it takes like million years!
it feels like u lost part of urself!
but,
im just helpless
dear friend,
and now if u ask how i feel,
nuthing can i said,
nuthing can compare,
how hurt am i..
and most,
to believed it myself!
.