::bad mood, bad hair, bad day ::

bila bangun, rasa lost gila! sungguh tak ada mood.. sungguh berang! sakit hati... rasa macam tak nak amik tahu even hal yang paling remeh! rasa macam tak kisah langsung! hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh. mandi.. then huh.. rambut nih blow-blow tak gak ok! tercacak gak! mula menyumpah, napa me potong rambut pendek gila!...  then rasa macam zombi.. tak ada perasaan! lantak lah... lantak lah....... tak kuasa.........

:: buka mata besar-besar ::

dont u c im married ??

:: my darl ::

u r like a piece of puzzle that complete me.. as a women.. as a person who understand u better day by day! love u darling! muwahhhh.

myMetro | Menangis minum racun

myMetro | Menangis minum racun

hummmm... careless nye! macam mana laa botol racun, ubat or detergent letak sepah-sepah? im not that good laa cara nk jaga anak or baby since me pon lom lagi bertawen and ada baby.. but guna la akal kn. JANGAN LETAK BOTOL BARANG BERACUN KAT ATAS LANTAI OR TEMPAT, PARA, ALMARI YANG SENANG DICAPAI KANAK-KANAK!..SIMPAN SEGALA RACUN DALAM STORE ROOM!!.. JANGAN SIMPAN CECAIR RACUN DALAM BEKAS MINUMAN LIKE MINERAL WATER BOTTLE!.. hummmm.. dah lah letak dalam botol yang maybe budak tu ingat mineral water. if kita dewasa maybe lah boleh bau yang cecair tu bukan air even TAK ADA LEBEL.. hummm.. apalagi boleh buat, benda dah jadi. so kita yang ada adik-adik kecik, anak-anak kecik after this check ok TERUTAMANYA KAWASAN DAPUR sebab kat sini laa paling selalu kita simpan benda-benda like detergent (tepi mesin basuh), then segala sabun cuci lantai laa dalam almari bawah sinki ke atau table top drawer kita TUTUP DENGAN PROPER.. kita BOLEH ELAKKAN KEMALANGAN ok!

hummm... emo pulak..

:: mari berangan ::

sewaktu me jalan-jalan kat blog sahabat me terjumpa la website yg leh wat muka ur future baby from pic f urs and bf ke hubby ke.. then me pon GATAL nk try gak.. then alahai.... funny.. dun noe how to describe.. rupa siapa.. gelak sudah..

yang ni muka ganas sebijik ikot muka beliau~ woooooooooooooh

yang ni?? hahahahaaa.. rambut merah ok!

:: my mom and me ::

Fauziah Ahmad

mak pun ralat.jauh dtg harap dapat pluk anak montel mak...

6 hours ago · 

Yuki Mika

haiyohhh. ralat sangat! maaf yea mak..

20 minutes ago · 

mom komen pasal dia dtg jb and im not aroud
mak along minta maaf..

:: betapa tuhan saja yang tahu how much i miss this smile ::

few pic snaps by my sist angah, huhhhhh meruntun jiwa to c a smile on face of my beloved adik-adik.. meeya and imi! memang sangat miss them! rasa macam semua yang dibuat serba x kena! asik ingat to them.. dear lil sist and bro of mine, meeya and imi, even thou along tak selalu balik and spend time wif u alls and banyak sangat yang along terlepas when u r growing, u all selalu dalam hati along. tak pernah even in a sec along lupa to this little smile!..

:: new books on shelve ::

this morning 3 books that we order before from reader digest r here~ hummmm welcome to my shelving! wooooohh cant wait to read them!

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join the club, maklumlaa masih merangkak lagi nih.. weweeeee.

:: scoliosis ::

Scoliosis (from Greek: skoliōsis meaning "crooked condition," from skolios, "crooked")^[1] is a medical condition in which a person's spine is curved from side to side. Although it is a complex three-dimensional deformity, on an x-ray, viewed from the rear, the spine of an individual with a typical scoliosis may look more like an "S" or a "C" than a straight line. It is typically classified as either congenital (caused by vertebral anomalies present at birth), idiopathic (cause unknown, sub-classified as infantile, juvenile, adolescent, or adult according to when onset occurred) or neuromuscular (having developed as a secondary symptom of another condition, such as spina bifida, cerebral palsy, spinal muscular atrophy or physical trauma)
The signs of scoliosis can include:

• Uneven musculature on one side of the spine
• A rib prominence and/or a prominent shoulder blade, caused by rotation of the ribcage in thoracic scoliosis
• Uneven hips / leg lengths
• Asymmetric size or location of breast in females
• Slow nerve action (in some cases)

Associated conditions

Scoliosis is sometimes associated with other conditions such as Ehler-Danlos syndrome (hyperflexibility, 'floppy baby' syndrome, and other variants of the condition), Charcot-Marie-Tooth, Prader-Willi syndrome, kyphosis, cerebral palsy, spinal muscular atrophy, muscular dystrophy, familial dysautonomia, CHARGE syndrome, Friedreich's ataxia, proteus syndrome, spina bifida, Marfan's syndrome, neurofibromatosis, connective tissue disorders, congenital diaphragmatic hernia, and craniospinal axis disorders (e.g., syringomyelia, mitral valve prolapse, Arnold-Chiari malformation).

Cause

In the case of the most common form of scoliosis, adolescent idiopathic scoliosis, there is no clear causal agent and it is generally believed to be multifactorial. Genetics are believed to play a role. Various causes have been implicated, but none have consensus among scientists as the cause of scoliosis, though the role of genetic factors in the development of this condition is widely accepted.
Scoliosis is more often diagnosed in females. In some cases, scoliosis exists at birth due to a congenital vertebral anomaly. Occasionally, development of scoliosis during adolescence is due to an underlying anomaly such as a tethered spinal cord, but most often the cause is unknown or idiopathic, having been inherited through multiple factors, including genetics.^[5] Scoliosis often presents itself, or worsens, during the adolescence growth spurt.
In April 2007, researchers at Texas Scottish Rite Hospital for Children^[6] identified the first gene associated with idiopathic scoliosis, CHD7. The medical breakthrough was the result of a 10-year study and is outlined in the May 2007 issue of the American Journal of Human Genetics.^[7] and is often performed on school students.) If a prominence is noted, then scoliosis is a possibility and the patient should be sent for an X-ray to confirm the diagnosis. Alternatively, a scoliometer may be used to diagnose the condition.^[8] The patient's gait is assessed, and there is an exam for signs of other abnormalities (e.g., spina bifida as evidenced by a dimple, hairy patch, lipoma, or hemangioma). A thorough neurological examination is also performed.
It is usual, when scoliosis is suspected, to arrange for weight-bearing full-spine AP/coronal (front-back view) and lateral/sagittal (side view) X-rays to be taken, to assess the scoliosis curves and the kyphosis and lordosis, as these can also be affected in individuals with scoliosis. Full-length standing spine X-rays are the standard method for evaluating the severity and progression of the scoliosis, and whether it is congenital or idiopathic in nature. In growing individuals, serial radiographs are obtained at 3-12 month intervals to follow curve progression. In some instances, MRI investigation is warranted to look at the spinal cord.
The standard method for assessing the curvature quantitatively is measurement of the Cobb angle. The Cobb angle is the angle between two lines, drawn perpendicular to the upper endplate of the uppermost vertebrae involved and the lower endplate of the lowest vertebrae involved. For patients who have two curves, Cobb angles are followed for both curves. In some patients, lateral bending X-rays are obtained to assess the flexibility of the curves or the primary and compensatory curves.

Genetic testing

Genetic testing for AIS, which has become available in 2009 and is still under investigation, attempts to gauge the likelihood of curve progression.
Through a genome-wide association study, geneticists have identified single nucleotide polymorphism markers in the DNA that are significantly associated with adolescent idiopathic scoliosis. Fifty-three genetic markers have been identified. Scoliosis has been described as a biomechanical deformity, the progression of which is dependent on asymmetric forces otherwise known as the Heuter-Volkmann law.

:: sory, my love ::

to my mom, last sunday she came to jb.. but malang nya me x da kat jb! huhhh.. waste and geram sangat! mak datang ngn angah.. they spend time around dangga bay.. hurmm.. masih rasa terkilan tak dapat spend time ngan mak.. (-__-") ... rasa berdosa pun ada. mak asik tanya bila nk alik melaka. but me asik bz.. then mak dtg sampai ke jb pun me masih bz.. hummmm.. mak maaf yea.. sob sob sob.. meruntun jiwa betul bila rindu kat mak ni! ok enuff said... here some picture of my ratu hati...

picture yg disnap oleh angah!

:: butterfly of my heart ::

dedicated wif all of my heart to dear girl of mine maswati for being such a good companion and true friend all way long of our journey of sisterhood. muwahhh!

:: i need a long break ::

hummm.. i need a long break. mayb to beach or any place that can calm me down. away from this hustle and bustle.. away far.. mayb to a beach wif warm air blow to my face, sunny bright day... me getting tired and rusty over here. repeating same thing day over day.. thinking same thing over and over again.. hoooo.. darling please bring me away. (almost in tears)..
-__-

:: feels so suck ::

huhhh.. memang rasa marah and sucks until me cant sleep properly yea! asyik teringat on what he said to me this afternoon.. huhhh.. me bukan KALAH ok.. never.. kalah was not on my list of life. im MENGALAH. yes mengalah for other people. for a gud reason too! yea.. for many hearts outside there yang perlu me jaga! this world  not just about u or me. we had many other people and hearts to care and concern.. hummm. memang payah cakap dengan orang yang berfikiran tertutup ni. lagi-lagi soal sensitive. huhhh. if ikut kan hati memang aje nak sembur habis-habis. biar senang. tak payah me nak sibuk pikirkan perasaan org lain then me merana! people often judge dari luaran. or dari apa yang di dengar or di lihat, without asking tuan punya badan or a real story then baru buat spekulasi or tanggapan! huhh! and also people yang cakap ikut suka mulut dia or emo dia. if cemburu then mesti nk buruk-buruk kn org tu.. dia ni la .. dia tu la.. even org yg dikutuk tu x pernah even sekali pon dia jumpa! huhhh dasar sungguh! sebaik kau bukan laki me!
ok ok.. me malas nk mengeluarkan kata-kata kesat, emo or 18sx ke kat sini.. me tahu dia selalu baca my blog.. so then dia mesti tahu im talking about him... keep it in ur mind k... i am mengalah!! for sake of  other poeple...

:: semoga ::

mayb it is a time for me to let u go.. ill try my best to win u back but the result is same~~ hummm few last words yang masih me ingat dalam last chat wif him yest nite.. maaf yea.. betul-betul minta maaf! me bukan sengaja nk sakitakn hati u but memang dah tak ada jodoh between us.. so kita kena terima and redha! kuatkan semangat.. u will remain in my heart as a someone yang pernah make me smile! kita sama-sama doakan yang terbaik buat diri masing-masing! yup! semoga and amin..

:: dari kawan kepada kawan ::

Kawan Baik

Bukannya senang nak cari kawan yang baik .
Bukan senang juga nak menjadi kawan yang baik .

Kawan yang baik tak pernah mengumpat di belakang kawan baik nya.
Kawan yang baik tak pernah cemburu dengan kejayaan kawan baik nya.
Sebaliknya kawan yang baik lah yang paling banyak membantu kawan baik nya
untuk mencapai kejayaan.

Kawan yang baik tak pernah mempengaruhi kawan baik nya untuk membuat
perkara yang buruk dan sia-sia.
Kawan yang baik adalah orang yang selalu menasihati kawan baik nya untuk
berbuat kebaikan.

Kawan yang baik adalah orang pertama yang akan dicari bila tiba masa sedih
atau gembira.
Kawan baik menjadi tempat kita meluahkan perasaan yang tak dapat diluahkan
kepada kawan biasa.

Kawan yang baik tak pernah memaksa kawan baik nya untuk sentiasa berada
disisinya.
Kawan yang baik tak pernah melarang kawan baik nya untuk berkawan dengan
kawan yang baik .
Kawan yang baik tak pernah cemburu jika kawan baik nya mempunyai ramai
kawan baik , kerana kawan yang baik tahu apa yang paling baik untuk kawan
baik nya.

Kawan yang baik akan sentiasa mendoakan kesejahteraan dan kebahagiaan
kawan baik nya di dunia dan di akhirat di dalam doanya.

Kita adalah kawan yang baik jika kita faham bahawa kawan baik kita
bukanlah seorang yang sempurna. Kita adalah kawan yang baik jika kita
menjadi kawan yang baik kepada kawan baik kita.

Kita bukanlah kawan yang baik jika kita tidak menghargai kawan baik kita,
kerana kawan yang baik akan sentiasa menghargai kawan baik nya.

Kita bukanlah kawan yang baik jika kita tidak memberitahu perkara yang
baik kepada kawan baik kita, kerana kawan yang baik akan selalu
menyampaikan perkara yang baik kepada kawan baik nya.

Kawan yang baik akan memanjangkan naskah ini kepada kawan-kawannya, bukan
kerana terpaksa, bukan kerana suka-suka, tetapi untuk dijadikan pedoman
oleh kawan-kawannya supaya dapat menjadi kawan yang baik kepada
kawan baik nya.

Dan kalau kita nak dapat kawan baik yang baik, kita mesti lebih dahulu
menjadi seorang kawan yang baik ...kepada kawan baik kita.

Dan semoga kita menjadi kawan baik yang baik...!!!!!

:: fatcat women ::

Wan

along wat ape2.

10:52amMe

download e book

ada test 22 n 29 nih

10:54amWan

ape ke benda 2

10:55amMe

hooo mahu update status yea

10:55amWan

ok

10:55amMe

along ambik profesional course 2 bulan + 4 bulan lg..

so 6 bulan dalam mood study yea..

10:57amWan

o cian along

10:57amMe

x pe

along kan kuat

superwoman

10:59amWan

superwomen kurus long mok nti panjat banggunan payah jangan sampai runtuh bangunan

10:59amMe

hahahaha

siyot kamu!

11:00amWan

along rya blk x

11:00amMe

along superwoman mentality and semangat ok!

ntah laa dik oii

x tahu lg

(macam dok jauh kat london aje)

11:01amWan

along bkn sperwomen tp fatcat women

he...........

11:01amMe

hhahaha

x kisah asalkan ada power yg best

hahaha

11:02amWan

ari ini bsu lik

11:02amMe

tau

semalam busu ada cakap

11:03amWan

kesian orang2 x pat mkn ikan bakar mk mk buaat

11:04amMe

haiiyoohhh

drooling...

huiiishhhh....

11:05amWan

kecian along

11:11amMe

x pe xpe

keep the savour till wa alik nnt!

:: munguk ::

yea memang munguk kan! if manusia yang berakal waras blaming and scold madly to animal! nk aje me sound "dah tahu anjing tu garang gigit org yg ko gatal sangat nk dekat dia buat hape buduh!" this dog lagi la only comfy ngn org yg dia trust aje.. if stakat at morning bagi sekeping roti and glass of milk this dog wont sit and listen to u laa.. buduh! haiiihhh geram! memang geram.. bangang kn salah kn anjing tu gigit if dah dia sendiri gatal duduk dekat anjing tu? lg lah bangang if dah tahu anjing tu memang suka gigit orang.... so sapa yang bangang? anjing yg x da otak tu or manusia yang ada otak tp x nk berfikir and nk tunjuk terer? kalau me la.. baik swoh je anjing tu gigit bg putus tangan dia! baru nk sedar diri agaknya!

:: abah ::

syukran.. another great weekend.. clad in my pyjama watching sky and sun.. feels so warm.. remind me to my abah.. owhhhh me miss abah so much! so then this entry is about my abah. a most penyabar man i ever jumpa.. yea my abah adalah seorang yang sangat penyabar! he is very hardworking man! he is the only breadwinner for whole family of mine. we r a HUGE family yea. 7 siblings.. so bayangkan my abah kerja susah payah, berhujan panas for all of us. ALONG SAYANG ABAH.. sob sob.. dulu-dulu we dont even hav a car, abah just ada motor je, remember 1 day abah kena timpa dahan pokok jatuh masa round kat estet... abah alik berjurai darah kat dahi.. selalu tayar moto abah bocor, then abah akan guna motor atok yang super berkilat tu untuk round estet! hohohoooo.. sedih ingat masa kami susah dulu. like people used to said masa abah and mak mula-mula nak hidup! then when im 12 years rasanya, abah kena transfer to kemendor.. pagi before subuh abah dah g work! and with his motorbike k! OMG mesti abah sejuk kn? owhhh... touching.. and akan jarang sangat jumpa abah. abah selalu sampai umah when me and adik-adik tengah mengaji kat umah paklong. bila we all dah balik ngaji, abah dah pun tito.. and pagi-pagi esok abah akan go to work again.. me akan go to scoll naik basikal. but rasanya then my basikal dah patah handle dia.. so me jalan kaki je to scoll. bila alik scoll lalu jalan dalam taman and lalu belakang kubur.. banyak pokok and tak panas.. but then akan ada banyak kemuncup on my kain.. kadang-kadang ada lembu.. wooo tatot lembu kejar! hummm masih ingat when abah baru beli motor baru, motor kriss warna merah.. suka.. abah akan hantar naik moto if abah tak kerja.. suka.. bila hujan kan me and adik-adik selibung guna poncho. a huge poncho askar nye tu.. so we all cant c outside but we can c our kaki. so in this poncho we all akan main teka-teka where are we already.. kau rasa dah sampai mana? then we all akan gelak-gelak atas motor.. owhhh God.. most sweet memories! then masih kuat dalam ingatan abah used kasut sekolah lama kitorang untuk kerja.. owhh abah.. sob sob.. sangat sedih! then end of my primary scoll we all pindah to kemendor. so good bye asahan.. weeeee.. masa kecit-kecit rasa jasin and asahan tu ya amat k jauh nya! at this time not much i can remember, maybe because im at hostel.umah tu atas bukit depan padang bola. most i loved weather dia.. berangin! back and front of our house ada pokok semarak api! wooohh it look sangat cantek when berbunga! merah! that y ppl call it semarak api! pagi-pagi abah selalu kena timbang lori. maka lambat la kami ke scoll, but never until gate closed k! when me on form 4 me moved to teknik jasin. wowooooh teknik ni betul-betul depan estet abah, then selalunya jalan kaki je to scoll if abah ada banyak lori nk timbang. then abah suruh masuk hostel. then we all sekali lagi pindah to bemban.. this time our kuaters dekat ngan duyung.. abah tahu me like mamam nuggets,so abah x pernah miss belikan nuggets each time abah g duyung li barang. hooohhh banyak nye sweet memories childhood! abah memang the most strong and penyabar man me ever c! me bersyukur abah adalah abah me. abah yang sangat penyayang, setia to mak.. hummm what else can i wish for such a good abah like him! ~syukran~ now me, and adik-adik dah besar. me promise to myself untuk balas jasa abah and mak! ohh God, lindungi abah and mak selalu..
hooooo... my face warm by sun shine.. feels like abah and mak r closed to me now~ if boleh hadiahkan matahari to my abah.. bulan to my mak.. yea abah macam matahari to me.. and mak like bulan..
terima kasih with huge hug and kasih sayang to abah and mak who dedicated their whole life to raise me and adik-adik to b orang yang berguna.. hummmmm...

:: annoying ::

annoying.. yea sangat annoying kn.. bila tengah tido sakit kepala then hp bunyi tak henti-henti. huh itu adalah sangat annoying tahu. bila off hp then pg-pg dah text napa off hp? boleh semak status, bf ke dia ni? siapa dia nih? napa sebuk yea? me rimas tahu. me tak suka. rasa semak. buat hal sendiri sudah la. sometime ada limit la kan. ni time tido pon sibuk gak. apa kes? dah tu tanya soalan yang merapu! hooooooooooohhh.