Monday, June 21, 2010

:: i need a long break ::

hummm.. i need a long break. mayb to beach or any place that can calm me down. away from this hustle and bustle.. away far.. mayb to a beach wif warm air blow to my face, sunny bright day... me getting tired and rusty over here. repeating same thing day over day.. thinking same thing over and over again.. hoooo.. darling please bring me away. (almost in tears)..
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:: feels so suck ::

huhhh.. memang rasa marah and sucks until me cant sleep properly yea! asyik teringat on what he said to me this afternoon.. huhhh.. me bukan KALAH ok.. never.. kalah was not on my list of life. im MENGALAH. yes mengalah for other people. for a gud reason too! yea.. for many hearts outside there yang perlu me jaga! this world  not just about u or me. we had many other people and hearts to care and concern.. hummm. memang payah cakap dengan orang yang berfikiran tertutup ni. lagi-lagi soal sensitive. huhhh. if ikut kan hati memang aje nak sembur habis-habis. biar senang. tak payah me nak sibuk pikirkan perasaan org lain then me merana! people often judge dari luaran. or dari apa yang di dengar or di lihat, without asking tuan punya badan or a real story then baru buat spekulasi or tanggapan! huhh! and also people yang cakap ikut suka mulut dia or emo dia. if cemburu then mesti nk buruk-buruk kn org tu.. dia ni la .. dia tu la.. even org yg dikutuk tu x pernah even sekali pon dia jumpa! huhhh dasar sungguh! sebaik kau bukan laki me!
ok ok.. me malas nk mengeluarkan kata-kata kesat, emo or 18sx ke kat sini.. me tahu dia selalu baca my blog.. so then dia mesti tahu im talking about him... keep it in ur mind k... i am mengalah!! for sake of  other poeple...