...im leaving u for the last time baby.. u think ur loving but u dont love me...baby u hurt me...
Friday, February 25, 2011
Thursday, February 24, 2011
am i really strong enuff to make a MOVE?? and make a new fresh start? left him and move on after many years past? hurghhh.. sometimes i feel so scared.. feel so unsecured.. as always i feel like i cant survive without him!! gosh.. yea he left a huge scars on me! and im terribly emo abused.. yea.. im suffering a low self esteem.. ive learn and ive cry for many years.. and yet im still lost.. and maybe too, i just forgot who am i!! humm.. asking myself.. if this is what i want... is this what i need? yea.. for sake of my mom.. SABAR .. what else can i say? doakan i will b brave enuff to stand! insyaAllah..
Saturday, February 19, 2011
i feel like thousand of word to b said!
i feel like thousand of feelings to b share!
i feel like i am a stranger in crowds!
im just loosing my strengh!
Friday, February 18, 2011
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Friday, February 11, 2011
i noe, he was mad at me.. for once keeping my self away from him.. MAK TAK TAHAN DAH NYAH! tengok bini dia tu.. hati mak sakit tahu!! dalam hati yang dah bengkak ni, akal yang masih waras said
"kau gila nak rampas laki orang?"
marah laa tu kan? emo laa tu kan?
yang baik untuk dia and his family
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
i was so depressed!! me cari sebab nak nangis! today.. sepatutnya jumpa mak kat jb! but then abah nk alik cepat. i was stuck in bloody jammed at bke! huhhh.. ya me tak dapat jumpa mak! x dapat jumpa adik!! i was crying in car like mad! burst to tears like mati laki gitu.. lagi bila dengan suara mak.. then mak pun nangis... lagi laa ........ even now masih menagis! lately hati selalu rasa x sedap.. ntah ke perasaan je.. humm.. memang me x berapa nak sihat pun seminggu dua ni.. hurh! guest mayb im just too tired prentending everything was fine.. huh.. -_________-" abah said minggu depan abah datang lg jb.. along tunggu korang kat jb! cepat-cepat matikan hp.. tak mampu dah nak dengar suara abah, suara mak.... mak text.. " along jangan nangis macam ni, mak risau" .. humm..