Friday, February 25, 2011

:: Duffy - Warwick Avenue ::





...im leaving u for the last time baby.. u think ur loving but u dont love me...baby u hurt me...




Thursday, February 24, 2011

:: yea! shes trying to make a move ::

am i really strong enuff to make a MOVE?? and make a new fresh start? left him and move on after many years past? hurghhh.. sometimes i feel so scared.. feel so unsecured.. as always i feel like i cant survive without him!! gosh.. yea he left a huge scars on me! and im terribly emo abused.. yea.. im suffering a low self esteem.. ive learn and ive cry for many years.. and yet im still lost.. and maybe too, i just forgot who am i!! humm.. asking myself.. if this is what i want... is this what i need? yea.. for sake of my mom.. SABAR .. what else can i say? doakan i will b brave enuff to stand! insyaAllah..

Saturday, February 19, 2011

:: sometimes ::




sometimes,
i feel like thousand of word to b said!

sometimes,
i feel like thousand of feelings to b share!

sometimes,
i feel like i am a stranger in crowds!

sometimes,
im just loosing my strengh!









.







Friday, February 18, 2011

:: selamat hari kekasih ::




..entri tertangguh.. dek tak cukup masa.. anyway thanks b. touching tahu for ur effort..



..ouchhhh..



>.<


u touching me la!!








....theeeeeeeeee....







Thursday, February 17, 2011

:: aku marah tahu ::








aku sangat marah! dah lama tak rasa macam nih. panas! berpeluh-peluh! rimas! it make me to shower 3 times from 10.30 to 1.30.. it make me cry like mad!! it make throw my hp to wall.. it make me speechless!









Tuesday, February 15, 2011

:: MANIS ::








Mengenalmu adalah suatu anugerah
Menyakitimu adalah suatu larangan
Mendampingi hidupmu adalah suatu kebahagiaan
Meninggalkanmu adalah suatu kebodohan









DARI DIA, PENUH CINTA!






Friday, February 11, 2011

:: i noe, but i just dunt care ::




i noe, he was mad at me.. for once keeping my self away from him.. MAK TAK TAHAN DAH NYAH! tengok bini dia tu.. hati mak sakit tahu!! dalam hati yang dah bengkak ni, akal yang masih waras said
"kau gila nak rampas laki orang?"
hurghh
marah laa tu kan? emo laa tu kan?

dalam hati
doa


yang baik untuk dia and his family

>.<"



Saturday, February 5, 2011

:: beautifull life beautifull lies (1) ::





..thanks for the effort..
thanks for saying stop crying
thanks for the milo ais
thanks for the rojak
and most thanks
for the lies
& ur
love
.




::beautifull life beautifull lies ::




he said:
ada orang sayang kat awak

i said:
siapa??

he said:
ada la...

i said:
dia dah nak kawen dengan orang lain pun!










Wednesday, February 2, 2011

:: along rindu adik! ::

i was so depressed!! me cari sebab nak nangis! today.. sepatutnya jumpa mak kat jb! but then abah nk alik cepat. i was stuck in bloody jammed at bke! huhhh.. ya me tak dapat jumpa mak! x dapat jumpa adik!! i was crying in car  like mad! burst to tears like mati laki gitu.. lagi bila dengan suara mak.. then mak pun nangis... lagi laa ........ even now masih menagis! lately hati selalu rasa x sedap.. ntah ke perasaan je.. humm.. memang me x berapa nak sihat pun seminggu dua ni.. hurh! guest mayb im just too tired prentending everything was fine.. huh.. -_________-" abah said minggu depan abah datang lg jb.. along tunggu korang kat jb! cepat-cepat matikan hp.. tak mampu dah nak dengar suara abah, suara mak.... mak text.. " along jangan nangis macam ni, mak risau" .. humm..