Thursday, February 24, 2011
:: yea! shes trying to make a move ::
am i really strong enuff to make a MOVE?? and make a new fresh start? left him and move on after many years past? hurghhh.. sometimes i feel so scared.. feel so unsecured.. as always i feel like i cant survive without him!! gosh.. yea he left a huge scars on me! and im terribly emo abused.. yea.. im suffering a low self esteem.. ive learn and ive cry for many years.. and yet im still lost.. and maybe too, i just forgot who am i!! humm.. asking myself.. if this is what i want... is this what i need? yea.. for sake of my mom.. SABAR .. what else can i say? doakan i will b brave enuff to stand! insyaAllah..